The Universe said so

           Its true what they say about people who didn't really have a lot of companionship growing up. Its true that we are needy, obsessive and demanding its true that we are a bit freakish but  before you judge us you should understand what lonely feels like, you should understand what it feels to be alone for years on end. Its been deeply wired into our brains that we would never be anything but lonely because its been written in our stars and because the universe says so. So we find it hard to believe when you waltz into our lifes and declare your intentions, at first we put on that hard guarded exterior because its the only way we have survived, its the only way we have kept sane.
          And then you decide that you are intrigued by our mysterious persona,you think that we are this huge puzzle that you can not wait to unravel. So you do everything in your power to earn our trust. You become our shrink, our sous chef, our personal shopper, our tour guide, our masseuse, our comic relief, our friend. And then those  well fortified walls we thought we built start to crumble, you are all we can think of, you are all we pray for, we go out of our way to make grandiose gestures that show just how thankful we are that you are in our lives. With time you start to see that the early challenge of trying to decipher that mysterious stranger is gone and we've been replaced with this weirdo that literally worships the ground you work on.
             You decide that you are freaked out by our quirks and that you want out. So, you tell us you need some space, we don't understand why you would want that because we know what space looks like its cold, dark and lonely so we do everything in our power to make things right, to make things like the way they used to be. you call us names like freakish and obsessed, you push us out, back to where we came from and its always the same circle, it always ends like this because lonely fits us better, the universe said so.