Its amazing how I can be a different person with each guy I have ever been with. Its almost as if I have a split personality where guys are concerned. With B I am the sweet innocent wide eyed virgin who is completely clueless and oh how he loves that representation of me the poor guy cant wait to sully my virtue. With E on the other hand I'm this boring, stiff girl who never really says much during a conversation but would rather just sit by a corner and mop at the world. With I( this is where I have truly being myself) I am this girl with many quirks, very vocal about her feelings, is stubborn, and is really curious about exploring her feminine and sexual abilities. V brings out my dark side, he has seen my demons and knows just how ferocious they are and is quite adept at feeding them. Oh and there's E who thinks I'm this bright, self motivated and ambitious young thing who is a workaholic and has it all going for her oh if only he knew what a slacker I really was, if only. Last but the least is A who thinks I am this good christian girl with a nice upbringing who would make good wife material.
I guess what they say about women is true you can never really understand us and that's because we have a knack morphing into the kind of people you us to be.
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